Conscience

When u were with me, you holding me tight to your arm...Not even a single second you let me go...Every step that i take, you watch it carefully...Every single moment that i had with you, made me joy enough to forget all pain that i had in my memory...You shine my day, fill the empty blank spot with your cares, raise me up upon your friends & family...Your soul merge & sink with me, too deep until i can't remove it...

I try my best to cheer you up when you such in mess, i do everything i could to bring you back on surface when you drown in your tears, i give my all, all that i had just for you, as i could pay back what you had give to me before...You realize that you gave me nothing than suffered...But did you realize that i'm suffered enough, just to be with you?

I'm just an usual person, eager with life demand, need to cling out from mess that circle around me...The pain that i endures all this time, it's nothing, compare to lose you...Give me the remedy, cure this bond illness...Needs formula, not a bullshit nonsense word that made it even worse than before...

Stop thinking & said that you were alone from start, & going to end it just like that...Am i mean nothing to you?  Sure, i'm too busy with my matters, jumps around to fill & give an ease to everyone that i knows...Try to satisfied everybody's feeling till i'm run out of my breath...I'm not an empty soul, live the life without nothing...I'm aware of my status, my responsibility, to you, to my friends, to my family, & to my own-self...

I had my own way to do & completed my life...The reason is because, i am what  i am now...I need you to become part of my life, i need you there...There's no such thing as you believe in my life, so stop whining & join me here...You know what i mean because you can feel it now...Don't play dump & life in your world...Leave it for sure...You need to do it yourself, or you won't be able to get out for the rest of your life...Trust me, i know you better because....I LOVE YOU!!!