tHeRe iS fiNe LiNe BeTwEeN CoiNciDeNcE & FaTe

TheRe iS nO sOuNd oF LaUghTer oR haPpiNeSs heRe siNcE The LittLe oNe has tHroWn iT aWaY...SoMber, MeLaNchoLy mOoDs deCay tHe sOul It iS FuTiLe tO hOpe aNd DreaM aNd pRay..a LittLe HeLp MigHt bE uSeFuL, iF nOt GaVe a Little tRoUbLe BaCk tHeRe...

sOmEtiMe wE DesPeRaTe cLiNg tO LiFe, wHeNeVer wE cAn..bUt aT tHe eNd, iT tUrN tO bE tHe saMe wAy...WhEn aLL tHe DrEaMs aRe aLL yOuR oWn TuRn tO NiGhtMaRes, aLL aLoNe, It HiTs yOu RiGht bEtwEeN tHe eYes, This iS tHe Life...CaUsE NoThiNg's wOrTh LoSiNg...EsPeCiaLLy tHe cHaNce tO MaKe iT RigHt...aNd wE wOn't gEt iT bAck wHeN wE Die 


I feLt a chiLL rUnNiNg tHrOugh mY veiNs...What's wRoNg wiTh mY toNgUe TheSe wOrDs kEep sLippiNg aWay...I sTuttEr, I sTuMbLe Like I’ve gOt nOthiNg tO sAy...CaUse yOu keEp mE frOm faLLiNg apaRt...And aLL mY Life yOu kNow, I wiLL bE wiTh yOu fOrEvEr, To gEt yOu tHroUgh tHe day aNd mAke evEry tHiNg OK...DeTerMiNe tHe tHiNg tHat cAn aNd sHaLL bE doNe, aNd tHeN wE sHaLL fiNd tHe wAy tO sOLve iT


aS i Lay My hEad On PiLLow iT feLt Like a tHoUsaNd sPikEs rUshiNg iNto My neRvEs...aNd eVeRy tiMes tHeSe mEmOriEs reMaiN iN mY hEad i tRy tO fiGht iT bUt i feLL oVer aNd oVer aGaiN...fOr wHaT iT's wOrTh, iT's aLL wOrTh fOr tHe wHiLe

DePreSsiOn LeaD uS tO dO sOmEthiNg bEyOnD oUr LiMits...DePreSsiOn cAn bE gOoD oR DisasTeR sOmEtiMes...sOmEtiMeS wE iNaTteNtiVe, sOmEtiMes wE aBsOrBed, sOmEtiMes wE tOo cAreLeSs, iNdiFfeReNt, bUt sUreLy wE didN't mEaN iTs gOiNg tO bE tHat wAy


i'LL eMbRaCe tHis mEaGer jOy, TiGht eNoUgH tO cRuSh iT.....i wRote dOwN mY oVerFlowiNg mEmoRies wiTh DirTy haNds oN sEa hOpiNg iT cOuLd bE wAsHed aWay...GOD, iF I caN’t haVe wHaT I waNt, Let mE waNt wHaT I haVe

BiBiR yaNg baSaH deNgaN sYahaDat meNjaDi peNyuDaH, bEkaL meLaNgkaH kE GerbaNg baRzaH….SeiRiNg deNyuTaN NaDi, TeRpaNcar RoHaNi, TeNgGeLamNya diRi DaLaM DzikRuLLah, TibaNya haRi MuHaSaBah Diri, TuNduKkaN Hati, beRsuJuD beRsuNyi, MeNyeRaH paDa yaNg HaKiKi